Delusions: or watchamacall-em'

The unreflected life is not worth living (Socrates)--The unlived life is not worth reflecting upon (Buddhist) No man is happy without a delusion of some kind. Delusions are as necessary to our happiness as realities. – Christian nevell bovee-

Thursday, October 28, 2004

Identity

Just watched Identity the other day. (feat. John Cusack-one of my fav. actors) Disturbing thriller with a twisted ending...till now, i'm not sure i made correct sense out of that movie. haha. main issue dealt with was Multiple personality disorder. Just occured that quite a number of films these days deal with the issue of identity (inc. Bourne Identity, Who Am I?). argh, finding your own identity is so important in this world yet so perplexing at times. I guess thats why ppl face identity crises. yours truly not exempted. Sometimes i feel like i was just born yesterday...or maybe thats how i want to be. Born all over again. grew up an introvert and was morbidly introspective alot. Feel a strong need to break the mould...and stop living lies. To step out and attack life. Wonder who i was really meant to be and how short i've fallen from God's original plan. Its humbling..as we consider God's grace freely given irrespective of who we make ourselves to be*.
As depicted in the lyrics of the song Undeserving written by Yee Meng, "You knew who i am and what i could be, and yet you loved and died for me".

*~who we make ourselves to be...of course we're influenced by genotypes and phenotypes, but ultimately its still up to us to choose the kind of person we want to be. Just need to know how to go about doing it. It's never too late to change.


Tuesday, October 26, 2004


cheerleading "SYRENZ ONE!" Posted by Hello