Delusions: or watchamacall-em'

The unreflected life is not worth living (Socrates)--The unlived life is not worth reflecting upon (Buddhist) No man is happy without a delusion of some kind. Delusions are as necessary to our happiness as realities. – Christian nevell bovee-

Tuesday, September 11, 2007

pindah rumah

have moved blog to

here

for now.

kindly head over. thanks.

Monday, September 10, 2007

"...the baptists pioneered baptism"

concentration unabated
not a twitch in their brow
only a lingering intensity
soon manifesting possibly
in sweat drops of blood

echoes of praise
rising to the heavens
("an open heaven" they muse)
although all i perceive
is a closed mind

the altar beckons
will, desire, and reckless persistence
or perhaps even repentence
i cry myself again
reward in the pain?

another week
another stretch gone by
the tears still fall
amidst jabbering tongues
i almost begin to copy

Not by might, not by power
make haste for near is the hour

i want to follow, i want to be
yet the Spirit is far from me

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

Thursday, May 10, 2007

hmmm.....accidentally edited this post wrongly.
well it was about Finals being over and all.
anyhow. its not exactly over yet for me.

Wednesday, April 25, 2007

Who's your Daddy?

Thank God for showing me this sermon even at this time:

(click below)
"Gaining Victory Over Worry"
Matt 6:25-34

~Worry is a sin, and an insult to our Master.
~Worry speaks of the wrong sense of the truly important.
~Worry is unnecessary because of our Father.

Puts things into perspective alot.

Rom 8:28-And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose.

"A dense fog that is able to cover seven blocks of a city is only really one glass of water."


Tuesday, April 17, 2007

Ointments & Pastes

4 types of ointment base, categorized to their water holding capacity/water miscibility characteristics.

1- Hydrocarbon bases: Paraffins
>Immiscible w/ water, low water absorbing capacity. Restricts water loss by increasing skin hydration, encouraging absorption of some medicaments thru the skin.

2-Absorption bases: Wool Alcohols, Beeswax
>Capable of absorbing water & aqueous solution to produce water-in-oil emulsions.

3- Water miscible bases: Emulsifying wax+ simple fatty vehicles = emulsifying ointment (anhydrous mixture)

4- Water soluble (hydrophilic) bases: Macrogols=polyethers formed by condensation of ethylene glycol.

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Sorry, Finals in couple a' weeks.

Graduation is gonna be as worth it as the amount of effort put in.

Tuesday, March 27, 2007

Don't be stupid

Defiance is not worth it. Don't be stupid. Your God will always pw'n all else! Even yourself.


Isaiah 26:3-12

3 You will keep in perfect peace
him whose mind is steadfast,
because he trusts in you.

4 Trust in the LORD forever,
for the LORD, the LORD, is the Rock eternal.

5 He humbles those who dwell on high,
he lays the lofty city low;
he levels it to the ground
and casts it down to the dust.

6 Feet trample it down—
the feet of the oppressed,
the footsteps of the poor.

7 The path of the righteous is level;
O upright One, you make the way of the righteous smooth.

8 Yes, LORD, walking in the way of your laws, [a]
we wait for you;
your name and renown
are the desire of our hearts.

9 My soul yearns for you in the night;
in the morning my spirit longs for you.
When your judgments come upon the earth,
the people of the world learn righteousness.

10 Though grace is shown to the wicked,
they do not learn righteousness;
even in a land of uprightness they go on doing evil
and regard not the majesty of the LORD.

11 O LORD, your hand is lifted high,
but they do not see it.
Let them see your zeal for your people and be put to shame;
let the fire reserved for your enemies consume them.

12 LORD, you establish peace for us;
all that we have accomplished you have done for us.



"Oh no, you never let go..." - You never let go (Matt Redman)

Dammit. Thank You for being persistent.